AN UNEXHAUSTIVE LIST FOR WHOM I OWE

First the almighty the Supreme Power for having given me a human body. My parents for having given birth to me, brought me up and blessed to come to this hike. my brothers and sisters for having chosen me as their sister, showered/showering their love and affection till date on me in general. In particular, Murthy, my elder brother, who accompany to school at my early school hood, for having taught mathematics for my school final exams, for having rendered his assistance in giving me in marriage, for having helped me by lending money at the time of son's college admission, at the time of reconstruction of my house and at the time of my son's hospitalisation on his met with accident and last but not the least having given his daughter to my son. Of course this list is not exhaustive. Next come to Mohan: He is also very affectionate towards all of us and always thinking of our well being. I cannot forget his help during the time of my son's sickness. He is my wellwisher and he is very happy to know that I am in a good position.

Next Padda @ Anu. She is not only my sister. She is my wellwisher and also a friend. I owe to her because she showered her affection towards my son. During his stay at Chengalpattu with my parents, if any body scolded him she use to weep. She had taken so much pains in bringing up my son and daughter in law. I used to share all my feelings with her. But now she is far off at Bombay . I am not doing anything to her. I owed her very much. I cannot forget her services rendered to us. I pray wholeheartedly for the welfare of her and her family. Let the services rendered to my children and Murthy's children help her to bring herself and her family a great prosperous happy life. Let her children come up with all greatness. Murthy and myself are very much indented to her. Uma: she is also well wisher of mine. She is also very happy of my upcoming from the very lowest level. She too had taken effort to take care of my son and daughterin law . Sowmya is her pet. Though she was also going for job from Chengalpattu at time of my mom fell ill she used to cook for the entire family and start for wor. Though my sisterinlaw was also living with the family Uma alone used to cook and pack lunch for herself and vaini and she used to do all household work. My family and my brother Murthy's family owed her a lot. Even now she is taking care of my mom. Savi:Always Kadaikutty will be the Chella kutti of the family. But she did not enjoy it. But being the last she served for the entire family a lot. She used to take tuition on Hindi and was earning from home. She used to do all her work of her own. She will not depend on anybody. She is a alrounder and learnt Music, Hindi, Sanskrit, veena etc etc. She had also helped me the time of my son's hospitalisation, So, I very much owe to her. I thank my husband for having selected me as his wife. He is very much supporting me in my official duties. Without his cooperation I could not have succeeded in my official carreer. Now he is affectionate towards me. Better late than never. I am very grateful to my parents in law for their love and affection towards my son though not they were affectionate towards me. I thank Radha for having brought up my son upto the age of 4. Besides she had taken very much pains while my son was suffering from primary complex. She had given him medicines for one year. Further she had taken care of his studies during LKG and UKG. Like my sisters having taken care of his brother's daughters, Radha took care of my son till his age of 4. So I am very grateful to her. Further she will finish all the household duties before my arrival from office. I thank my eldest sister in law and Bava for having supported us physically and at times financially to overcome all the obstacles throughout life. I thank Sripad and sisterinlaw for being affectionate towards us. Once he had arranged for a dance program of Jai in a Lions Club Meeting. He is such a man who encourages and helps to develop their talens.

I thank my children for having selected me as thier mom. Both of them are having good conduct and characters. Let their future shine well. Let the almighty shower every prospectives on them. All my teachers from 1st standard to school final who taught me education, moral etc.

My institute Master who instigated to apply for job. But for his advice I could not have opted for a job. My Government which gave me a job and gave me a livelihood. How my Government was generous. It is paying me for my services rendered by me during my tenure of service. Because of this service alone I was able to bring my children to this level. It will also feed me after my retirement. Even after my demise it will take care of my husband till his life. So I am very much indebted to my Government. I am really thankful and grateful to my Government. Society: I thank the entire society without whom we cannot survive. The food I am eating, the dress I am wearing and the shelter I am living all are given to me by the society. So I owe the entire society. I thank my superior one Thiru H. Krishnamurthy, who give me the seat work of establishment section on my promotion from the post of steno typist and which post developed confidence in me. He helped me in disguise to overcome my inferiority complex. I thank my friend Leela who used to share all my feelings and know well about me. She is a wellwisher of mine. I thank Mr. Dhanapal my collegue who helped me financially at the time of need in the early years of my family life. I thank Mr Chandrasekaran who taught me the Accouts because of which I come out successful in the departmental exam. He also helped me for the postings at City Civil Court at the time of disbandment to my erstwhile PCAT. I thank Rajalakshmi for having assisted me by lending me some amount at the time of reconstruction of my house.

I thank Mr Alwar krishnavel for having stood as surety and become a member of the society and helped to get loan at the time of construction of house. I thank Mr E Sundaravaradha Chief Administrative Officer of my office for having confidence in me and regards to my work and make me to participate in every important occassions of office and made known to the entire staff which is really a booster to me in developing my self confidence. I thank Mr A.M.Gajendra Babu, Mr Anthonysamy for having rendered their cooperation to me to manage the administration of PCAT.

I thank Mrs Brinda, one of the staff of my office, who understood me very well and knows my original face as it is and took me as a role model. In fact she was thinking very bad of me before having personal contacts with me based on hearsays. She was a transferree from mofussil and on her joining duty at Egmore she was given a wrong picture about me. Later on moving personally with me she came to a conclusion that she was given a wrong picture. She is the only person who knows me as I am. Even my nearerst kith and kins did not understand me well. They will be knowing about my anger only. Generally people fail to analyse things correctly. Of course this list is not exhaustive. If I inclined to include more this article will become more boredom. Hence Besides the persons mentioned above I thank one and all in the society for their services for me.